Sunday, June 14, 2009
 | I gave up the me I am supposed to be for far to long. Blaming you for my way was easy until I learn truths. My wants for your happiness was equal my own too. There was a point that you happy returned to me ten fold. Something about the way you smiled at love notes. Taking care of you meant more than your physical need. Leaving me in shambles as I lived to only build you up. Not to say I was not selfish for my devotion to your joy. It was hard to see you not care as I stopped them all. Leaving me bitter in your acceptance before your turn. I gave to you as to make my world until you broke it. Once my service was done why would anyone stay. Giving is a thing to take for advantage by only the giver. You never seemed to mind to take as I did for you. Now blame my cunning to notice the favor not returned. The simple request for a return of the behavior you showed. Alone and you next to me I want for your affections. Not the finish but the journey is the want I miss the most. You desired me and it fueled my passions for a time. Empty are my words to you and your thoughts of yourself. So forgive the ending and I will just walk down the road. Forget my drive to bring an eternal smile to your face. Go on and say you do not recall why you ever fell. We can talk and blame me more when you finally see the truths. |
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